LoveddByME
Sunday, December 12, 2010
back to normal
Today was normal.
But had been having on and off headaches.
Currently having it now.
Ohwell, gonna eat panadol later.
But had been having on and off headaches.
Currently having it now.
Ohwell, gonna eat panadol later.
I love piglet!
But cookie monster's still my main priority. :)
Probably going out everyday this coming week.
PROBABLY.
I'm gonna go out from mon-thurs,
that's for sure. ;)
Been sleeping quite alot lately.
Hahaha,
probably cause of the trip.
Bought this really cute piglet keychain,
from disneyland. :D
I realise i didn't buy much stuffs this time. :/
Regret loads, but it's okay. :))
But cookie monster's still my main priority. :)
Probably going out everyday this coming week.
PROBABLY.
I'm gonna go out from mon-thurs,
that's for sure. ;)
“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”
-winnie the pooh
-winnie the pooh
Been sleeping quite alot lately.
Hahaha,
probably cause of the trip.
Bought this really cute piglet keychain,
from disneyland. :D
I realise i didn't buy much stuffs this time. :/
Regret loads, but it's okay. :))
Maybe being in hk is better than coming back.
In hk, i was carefree,
i didn't bother about being bored,
or didn't bother about that one person,
whom i USED TO chat with everyday.
I know even if i sms,
i won't get a reply, cause i didn't want one.
Now, i want one,
yet i can't get one.
My friends were there 24/7 to chat or even tease me,
tease me about stuffs that normally people would tease me about.
They were there to keep my mind off my phone,
and now, i'm back,
my eyes are always on the phone,
yet i don't get anything.
Why that sudden act?
I just don't get it,
and yet, i'm worried.
I WISH I COULD READ MINDS,
always wished, still wishing.
Idk why, but my mind's on my phone all day.
Can't we just chat?
LIKE before?
Really, if santa claus were to come to me and give me a gift,
i would wish for me and you to chat like before again.
I'm suffering,
it seems like you can ignore me,
but i can't ignore you.
I want to understand you,
and i wish to.
Maybe you might be thinking,
why am i so irritating,
no one asked me to suffer.
My answer would be,
i don't want it too,
but what can i do,
you can don't do stuffs you don't want/wished to,
and i can too.
I'm doing stuffs my mind's heading me to,
and it just heads me to check my phone everytime,
even if it means i know i won't get a reply,
no matter how much i spam,
no matter how much i'm gonna cry.
What's the use of typing all this,
would you even read this?
Would you even understand after reading it?
Would you even reply me after understanding?
Would you even care?
You promised not to ignore,
yet you broke it over and over again,
you broke it as if you didnt promise me at all.
I'm hurt thoroughly.
I just wish for a reply.
But you won't ever read this.
Thanks life,
thanks brain.
Thanks for leading me to stuffs i know i will be hurt.
Thanks.
In hk, i was carefree,
i didn't bother about being bored,
or didn't bother about that one person,
whom i USED TO chat with everyday.
I know even if i sms,
i won't get a reply, cause i didn't want one.
Now, i want one,
yet i can't get one.
My friends were there 24/7 to chat or even tease me,
tease me about stuffs that normally people would tease me about.
They were there to keep my mind off my phone,
and now, i'm back,
my eyes are always on the phone,
yet i don't get anything.
Why that sudden act?
I just don't get it,
and yet, i'm worried.
I WISH I COULD READ MINDS,
always wished, still wishing.
Idk why, but my mind's on my phone all day.
Can't we just chat?
LIKE before?
Really, if santa claus were to come to me and give me a gift,
i would wish for me and you to chat like before again.
I'm suffering,
it seems like you can ignore me,
but i can't ignore you.
I want to understand you,
and i wish to.
Maybe you might be thinking,
why am i so irritating,
no one asked me to suffer.
My answer would be,
i don't want it too,
but what can i do,
you can don't do stuffs you don't want/wished to,
and i can too.
I'm doing stuffs my mind's heading me to,
and it just heads me to check my phone everytime,
even if it means i know i won't get a reply,
no matter how much i spam,
no matter how much i'm gonna cry.
What's the use of typing all this,
would you even read this?
Would you even understand after reading it?
Would you even reply me after understanding?
Would you even care?
You promised not to ignore,
yet you broke it over and over again,
you broke it as if you didnt promise me at all.
I'm hurt thoroughly.
I just wish for a reply.
But you won't ever read this.
Thanks life,
thanks brain.
Thanks for leading me to stuffs i know i will be hurt.
Thanks.
posted by Em # 5:22 AM 
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