LoveddByME
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
marking day
As expected,
today's a boring day for me.
Yeah, somehow.
Rejected CCL to go play poker,
was too lazy to get outta my house.
Hahaha.
Hmm, and mum cooked one day of porridge today,
or rather we HAD one day of porridge,
for both lunch and dinner.
I cooked lunch whereas she cooked dinner.
Yeah, skipped breakfast cause,
wokeup late today. {and mum complain about it, in a funny way though}
She told my father that i was lazing on my bed till 11 plus,
and it was late,
and stuff.
Yeah, indeed, it was late.
HA, tired mah. :)
today's a boring day for me.
Yeah, somehow.
Rejected CCL to go play poker,
was too lazy to get outta my house.
Hahaha.
Hmm, and mum cooked one day of porridge today,
or rather we HAD one day of porridge,
for both lunch and dinner.
I cooked lunch whereas she cooked dinner.
Yeah, skipped breakfast cause,
wokeup late today. {and mum complain about it, in a funny way though}
She told my father that i was lazing on my bed till 11 plus,
and it was late,
and stuff.
Yeah, indeed, it was late.
HA, tired mah. :)
Thursday, doomsday.
Gonna get back results,
and i swear, i totally have 0% confidence in myself.
:'( I don't wanna retain,
i mean, who wants to? -.-
But yeah, hope my results given back surprises me.
Gonna get back results,
and i swear, i totally have 0% confidence in myself.
:'( I don't wanna retain,
i mean, who wants to? -.-
But yeah, hope my results given back surprises me.
I WANNA GO OUT TMR!
But yeah, my only hope,
the guys. LMAO.
Hope they'll be going out!
So that i can tag along.
And yeah, talking about it.
Played pool yesterday,
back to...
the one who doesnt know how to pool.
That day, before class outing,
i could play!!
But yesterday? Nah. -.-
Totally threw my face away.
It's alright!
Everyone has their first time isn't it?
Think POSITIVELY.
LOL.
Yeah, lets hope i do know how to play it soon!
Rather than going and learning to stare at balls,
everytime i go.
HAHA!
But yeah, my only hope,
the guys. LMAO.
Hope they'll be going out!
So that i can tag along.
And yeah, talking about it.
Played pool yesterday,
back to...
the one who doesnt know how to pool.
That day, before class outing,
i could play!!
But yesterday? Nah. -.-
Totally threw my face away.
It's alright!
Everyone has their first time isn't it?
Think POSITIVELY.
LOL.
Yeah, lets hope i do know how to play it soon!
Rather than going and learning to stare at balls,
everytime i go.
HAHA!
"One day you're going to want that girl.
The girl that knew she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you.
The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing.
The girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and loving you was the only way she could.
The girl who sees’s your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths.
The girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it.
The girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated.
The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you.
The girl that should have you, but doesn't."
The girl that knew she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you.
The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it because something was better than nothing.
The girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and loving you was the only way she could.
The girl who sees’s your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths.
The girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it.
The girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated.
The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you.
The girl that should have you, but doesn't."
Sigh, time flies.
I really do cherish this year,
yeah. :'D
Hmm.
Bet choir's gonna be fri'kin busy,
competition's coming soon,
and i really dont know if i was right to go,
yeah. I really dont know.
But yeah, i'm going,
so, tough trainings from now!
Gonna start memorizing scores,
start getting all my notes right.
And everythingggggg.
Singout + competition this year,
next year, SYF,
dies man,
but idontknow if i can go SYF. :P
Didnt go when i was sec 1.
Went when i was pri 6 though!
Or pri 5.
Ahh, whatever,
workhardddddd. :)
I really do cherish this year,
yeah. :'D
Hmm.
Bet choir's gonna be fri'kin busy,
competition's coming soon,
and i really dont know if i was right to go,
yeah. I really dont know.
But yeah, i'm going,
so, tough trainings from now!
Gonna start memorizing scores,
start getting all my notes right.
And everythingggggg.
Singout + competition this year,
next year, SYF,
dies man,
but idontknow if i can go SYF. :P
Didnt go when i was sec 1.
Went when i was pri 6 though!
Or pri 5.
Ahh, whatever,
workhardddddd. :)
I wish it could just be simple, like a retro pop song, "I want you to want me." Boom. End of story. We all live happily ever after. But it is never really like that, is it?
Saturday, October 16, 2010
breaktime
Went to slack yesterday.
Well, it's not fun and not not fun.
But it's better than going home and stare at the monitor.
Had maths paper 1 which honestly,
i have confidence in.
And after the paper,
went mac with peisheng and chinghan,
saw many many people whom i know too.
LOL.
Then went up plaza,
changed and the guys pool-ed,
CCL they all came too,
uhhuh, as usual,
i went there for free show.
Then the guys went LAN.
As usual, DOTA.
So waited for them till 2 plus.
Hmm, went mac for lunch.
And went fifth floor plus arcade.
After that, Jiangnan left.
So the rest went up to pool again.
Then they played and Chinghan left.
So the guys played a few more rounds
and went LAN.
Hmm, they played till around 6.30pm,
then i went home.
Took 113 from school's bus stop.
And bought dinner home.
That's about it.
Today, stayed home.
Was feeling unwell.
But, yeah, now's better. :)
Sigh,
I was sorta convinced to go on Monday,
but ohwell,
all's ruin.
Hope they have fun lor.
And Tues and Wed?
I FEEL LIKE GOING OUT.
Sigh, for now.
Well, it's not fun and not not fun.
But it's better than going home and stare at the monitor.
Had maths paper 1 which honestly,
i have confidence in.
And after the paper,
went mac with peisheng and chinghan,
saw many many people whom i know too.
LOL.
Then went up plaza,
changed and the guys pool-ed,
CCL they all came too,
uhhuh, as usual,
i went there for free show.
Then the guys went LAN.
As usual, DOTA.
So waited for them till 2 plus.
Hmm, went mac for lunch.
And went fifth floor plus arcade.
After that, Jiangnan left.
So the rest went up to pool again.
Then they played and Chinghan left.
So the guys played a few more rounds
and went LAN.
Hmm, they played till around 6.30pm,
then i went home.
Took 113 from school's bus stop.
And bought dinner home.
That's about it.
Today, stayed home.
Was feeling unwell.
But, yeah, now's better. :)
Sigh,
I was sorta convinced to go on Monday,
but ohwell,
all's ruin.
Hope they have fun lor.
And Tues and Wed?
I FEEL LIKE GOING OUT.
Sigh, for now.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
"The only thing in life achieved without effort is failure."
End of exams!
Time for,
CELEBRATION!
OHYEAH. :D
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
A friend is someone who comes in when the rest of the world gone out.
Hello!
It's down to two days moreeeee.
Chem, lit, maths.
Everything's harddddd.
A maths today,
prepared for the worst.
Lost like 39 marks already,
then minus here and there,
conclusion. FAIL. :(
Chem and lit's tmr.
Lit, i've got confidence cause i'll just bomb stuffs.
Chem? Nahhhhh.
I dont even have proper notes to study,
really makes me frustrated ttm. :/
Sigh.
Eoy's worrying.
Oh, will we have ptm again?
Probably uh?
My mum's not coming, i bet.
She hates ptm, i mean, you take a half an hour ride down to sch,
and the next thing you know,
they just talk for 5 mins and off you go.
-.- waste money and time. LOL.
It's down to two days moreeeee.
Chem, lit, maths.
Everything's harddddd.
A maths today,
prepared for the worst.
Lost like 39 marks already,
then minus here and there,
conclusion. FAIL. :(
Chem and lit's tmr.
Lit, i've got confidence cause i'll just bomb stuffs.
Chem? Nahhhhh.
I dont even have proper notes to study,
really makes me frustrated ttm. :/
Sigh.
Eoy's worrying.
Oh, will we have ptm again?
Probably uh?
My mum's not coming, i bet.
She hates ptm, i mean, you take a half an hour ride down to sch,
and the next thing you know,
they just talk for 5 mins and off you go.
-.- waste money and time. LOL.
To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.
Gonna continue to study now,
byeeeeee! :)
byeeeeee! :)
Saturday, October 9, 2010
eoy, not prepared.
Guess i'm gonna TRY to keep my blog alive. :P
Can't bear it let it dieeeee.
Hmmmm, a week of exams next week.
And, I HAVENT START PREPARING.
Yes, tell me this: You're so dead, Emily Loh.
Uhhuh, no doubt, i'm agreeing!
But honestly,
i DONT study for exams.
Yeah, i dont.
But i'm taking the effort to study for EOY this year!
SS and Physics are up firs!
And WHY MUST THEY PUT THESE TWO TOGETHER?!
D: Memorizing kills my brain cells,
and pokes a hole in my head so that my brain juice will drip out,
drop by drop.
I'm gonna make it through!
And i hope i can. :'(
Tmr's a Sunday,
the last day for me to study physics and SS.
Then,
i still got chem, F&N, lit, A/E maths to study!
Ohwell.
I have to study hard.
Nahhh, i'm not prepared for a retain.
And i'm not gonna retain!
Definitely not!
Okay, that's all for now.
Goodluck to all for eoy!
Esp loved ones. :D
BYE!
Can't bear it let it dieeeee.
Hmmmm, a week of exams next week.
And, I HAVENT START PREPARING.
Yes, tell me this: You're so dead, Emily Loh.
Uhhuh, no doubt, i'm agreeing!
But honestly,
i DONT study for exams.
Yeah, i dont.
But i'm taking the effort to study for EOY this year!
Love can neither be bought or sold, its only price is love.
SS and Physics are up firs!
And WHY MUST THEY PUT THESE TWO TOGETHER?!
D: Memorizing kills my brain cells,
and pokes a hole in my head so that my brain juice will drip out,
drop by drop.
I'm gonna make it through!
And i hope i can. :'(
Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.
Tmr's a Sunday,
the last day for me to study physics and SS.
Then,
i still got chem, F&N, lit, A/E maths to study!
Ohwell.
I have to study hard.
Nahhh, i'm not prepared for a retain.
And i'm not gonna retain!
Definitely not!
Okay, that's all for now.
Goodluck to all for eoy!
Esp loved ones. :D
BYE!
Thonlyonefrme.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
The love of my life
,Life is like a coin.
You can spend it any way you wish,
but you only spend it once.
You can spend it any way you wish,
but you only spend it once.
Back to posting!
Hmm, life's been awesome.
Uhhuh, not too badddddd.
EOY's like next week,
and i've yet to finish preparing for this big bigggggg battle!
And, i MUST winnnnnn! {duh!}
English and chinese overrrrrr,
worried ttm for both!
English: determines whether retain or promote.
Chinese: We're gonna split classes! >:
{and i'm super tired of changing classes, seems no point having a sec 3 class, :/}
Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.
School's gonna end soon,
and sec 3's got november lessons.
Plus CCA,
plus competition,
plus Singout,
plus SYF.
LOL, CCA = busy ttm.
We're gonna train super doubly harddddddd!
And sec 3's life is coming to an life,
this year's pretty fast,
and i'm sure i'm gonna miss it pretty much,
or rather, miss it ALOT.
Loads of memories are created this year,
be it bad or good.
At least i've got to know more friends!
And even get to have really close ones. :D
Maybe this year might not be as good as the past few years,
but, everything this year is special to me,
yeah, and i love it. :)
Love is great when you find someone to give it to.
Might be updating my blog more often,and yeah, no one will read it,
but it's okay. :P
I will read it myself.
This week's really tiring,
wanna study badly,
but homeworks are like piling up,
and crap, just remember tmr MIGHT have mock test!
Ohgosh, totally unprepared.
Someone bang me now, please.
And chinese,
damnit, we have to read the passage,
and it's somehow a group competition, yeah,
thanks. Why can't you do i after the EOY? :/
Okay, guess i might MIA from com for one week,
gotta work doubly hard!
:D byeeeeeeeeee!
2727484465454539685346478377! :(
Doyou?
Doyou?
To you:
LOL. You never knew how to cherish you life.
If i had your life, i'll make sure i enjoy it, and cherish it!
You're like some person dying to get _ _ _ _ _ _.
Come'on, dont so _ _ _ _ _.
And 3/4 of them dont like you?!
LOL, Pity you,
but ohwell, you dont deserve to be loved.
I dont say such things for no reason,
and i dont hate you.
You should start cherishing your life now.
And one year one person?
_ _ _ _ _ ttm.
LOL. I know what people are doing behind you,
although you and me =/= close,
we dont even talk,
so yeah, you should start learning to love yourself,
before it's too late.
You used to treat people like shit,
and just because you have a so-called backup,
you dont even smile to people,
just showing your attitude.
Now, so many people dont like you,
and you're just sticking to the few of them for the sake of needing friends.
Fanxingbah, yaoburangaicihouhuijiulaibujile. :)
Saturday, October 2, 2010
hello
Feeling down now,
DONT EVER ASK WHY.
If you wanna know, look at this blog:
http://www.thisfeelings.blogspot.com
BUT, no one can enter,
duh. Unless you hack my acc.
Alrights,
gonna use that private blog for sometime,
guess so.
I'm off, bye.
DONT EVER ASK WHY.
If you wanna know, look at this blog:
http://www.thisfeelings.blogspot.com
BUT, no one can enter,
duh. Unless you hack my acc.
Alrights,
gonna use that private blog for sometime,
guess so.
I'm off, bye.
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