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This fear,



why?
I've done nothing wrong..



no more initiative from me,
please



We're gonna drift apart if i'm making this decision,
should or
should i not?

hmmm,
yifang's talking to me now.


she was asking if imma teochew,
bt i said no.
yeap,
so she continued to guess.

now it's time fr you to guess!










































cant guess?
):






















imma HAKKA! :]
suprisingly, i dont know how to speak it.
yeap,
hmmm, thr's this song on hakka tht we're learning, :\
i dont understand a single thingy thing.

i speak hokkien instead,
cus my mummy's a hokkien! :]
heheh.
and i super bad at it.





my mummy said i talk like a ang moh who speak chinese
whn i speak hokkien,
yeah, kinda.
hey, i'm bad at it okay.
i speak it cause my grandpa speaks hokkien to me only.
hehehe,
i dont understand his hokkien though,
except basics one, :]
funny right?
heheh,
bt i got someone to help me,
whenever i dont understand anything,
i'll scream for my mummy,
:]
heheh.

- Galileo Galilei
'The artist is nothing without the gift, but the gift is nothing without work.'

Not gonna post about today,
cause i totally did nothing special, :]




























Initiative,
every leader needs this value,
do i have it?
oh, yes.
of course.
but have i used it properly?
idk,
well,
forget it,
not saying why i post this initiative thing, :]


buh-bye people,
:]
gotta study log today,
crap, it's counted in CA1,
:\

heyheyhey!

today was GREATTTT day! :]

gen came my hse to do english thingy.
tania couldnt come, ):

we did handout 2,
bt the script, we didnt do.
hahah, both of us couldnt think of the starting,
doing on tues again. :]

hmmm,
today didnt study,
hahah,
bt i read princess diaries,
whoa, imagine me not reading this books fr a few months alrdy!
or maybe a year.
gotta get books 1 to 5. :]


hahah,
only hv to 6, 7, 8, 9 book. =.=


okays,
me and gen started watching videos fr like alot of hours, :]

hahah,
okays,
stop here, bye!


chat with me if you're free, :]

NICE right?
heheh, was sorta acting cute? xD










Today was normal,
yeap, another normal day.

F&N was fun!
hahah,
the cooking mama thingy was super funny!

yeap,
gotta re-print the stupid thingy again.
idk why my printer cant print the bottom of the page.
argh.
...

hmmm, went fr LTC briefing,
leadership training camp [LTC],
bt i dont think i'm going.
hmmm, choir's impt.
yeap.

we've gt music festival on april,
concert on june,
and competition on july.
guess wht,
its arnd one mth fr preparing the songs,
ONE MONTH!
not one year,
yeap, it sounds long,
and easy fr you.
bt not fr us.

the TRUE song was bad whn combined..
thts cus we havent combined tgt yet,
bt still, great job ppl! :]

yeah, gonna be quite packed in timetable fr a few months,
hais.
:\

gotta buck up alrdy.


countdown,
i've gt 6 more tests,
'Hooray..'

time fr fresh air at hols,
mon, probably hv choir fr sec 3s.
tues, MUST GO OUT, no matter with who.
wed, choir
thurs, ?
fri, choir.

LTC camp's frm 17 mar..
Vietnam trip's frm 22 may..
taiwan trip, idk.

bt LTC and vietnam trips are out.

first, i cant go fr LTC, choir's very impt.
second, i couldnt get the form, whn ms haymini passed to me, xinyee took it. sorry, jasmine! cant accompany you..
thirdly, gotta save up fr the taiwan trip!
:]


BYE, gotta do homework now,
tada!
buh-bye.

HuiXin: I got SS501 de solo album!

>COOL! hahah. CarbonChloride ,: TAGG . >Thanks! :]

Clarence: haha. get a guy who can reach high notes. haha >yeah, hahah. ): you cant reach high notes luh, if not you shall be the one, lols!

Carmen.: Haha, now live near you alrd.

>Yeah! :] hahah, lovelove. Jasmine: Taggg ! ♥♥♥♥

>hey, thanks, lovelove! :] yifang: hahaha.zilian~~~

>lols! okay, i am. xD

Sometimes, i think that i should find someone to sing two is btr thn one with me, hmmm, a guy. i've always got to sing myself. :\
it really make me feel weird.
..









today is a normal day fr me.
hving the day at home..
hais~

sch starts tmrw again.
crap,
aft investiture gotta stay back,
fr the briefing thingy..
:\
thn lunch,
probably with gen,
:]

...

Taking pictures,

once again.



HAHAH!


























Nice right?
muhahah,
i've got the rest on fb, :]

i'm bored,
hais~

BEEP-BEEP!

hellos!

idk why,
bt it seems i'm in a very good mood today,
woohoo!~

hahah,
hmmm, recently went to this web to take pics using webcam.
lols,
yeah, yeah.
i'm very zilian. :\
cant help it.

hoohoo,
be careful if you're coming my hse,
lols,
i may take pics with you anytime.
hey,
i love taking pics,
lols.
this is me. :]


okay,
bbye.
gonna do f&n research now.
buh-byeee! :]

Hmmm,
half an hr more to 12am..

;D
i'm BORED.
been sleeping late recently,
bad sign huh?

:\
gonna do hw now since i cant sleep,
:]
imma goody girl arent i?
hahah,
...
blog tmrw, if i hv the time.


today, finish maths hw..
tmrw, chiong f&n/ study.







TESTS:
Monday, English.
Tuesday, Maths.
Wednesday, Chinese Maths.
Thursday, -NIL-
Friday, Chinese.

I'm hving sooooo much tests,
hais,
gonna study REAL hard! :]
buh-byeeee!

Today was a good day,
:]


went to hardrock hotel, and the convention center or whtever you call tht.
yeap, took lotsa photos, will upload nxt time.
:]

hmmm, thn came home, kinda chiong my A maths hw,
it's log again!
:\
i was super stuck at everything.
test's coming up too..

oh, thn 4 plus,
gen came my hse,
with her sister. :]
she kinda entertain me,
geesh, thanks!
yeaps.

thn 5plus,
reaching 6,
they left.
so i went home.

mummy and neighbour was chatting so i decided to be a busybody.
heheh,
yeaps, thn they chat, chat and chat.
so i listen, listen and listen.
they've got lotsa topics to talk about everytime..
lols!

so i went in hse after tht and bathed,
and here i am,
blogging and facebooking,
:]




gahh,
i'm bored, bored, bored!

:(

can anyone chat with me tmrw?
:\
on msg, pleaseeee?

GOOD MORNING!

wait, it's morning?!?
good grief, why arent i sleeping?


hais,
this is all crap.

ytd i couldnt sleep,
pfft,
i almost cried,
idk why..
i was feeling so super terrible,
i wanna laugh, cry, angry, all at once..
lols.


today,
just go my fb status,
i feeling terrible now,
...

FEELING TERRIBLE.

go my facebook to see why..

Had crosscountry today, :]

hmmm,
i jog all the way although i did stop cus of my stupid hair.
:\
the hairband keep dropping and i got so pissed.

oh well,
thanks phuahyun for going with me! (L)

and constance! :]
although she pangseh-ed us whn we're at the circle thingy,
hmmm, the place near the finishing point.

oh, today was cool!
i actually somehow jog like all the way.
YIPEE!

thn went to tht farmway lrt bt it was CLOSED. :\
bt a number of ppl went in,
i was outside,
so tania, gen, py and me decided to walk to compass instead,
it was quite far bt very relaxing. :]

yeap,
thn go hougang mall,
went to eat at kopitiam,
thn go walk, walk.
hmmm, was actually waiting fr gen's mummy to collect gen and tania's ticket to the music thingy tht shinee's going. :]

hmmm, thn gen's father fetched to tania's hse to get things and to jane's hse.
helped to do the guitars fr ycs [young christians' society],
:] it's due tmrw,
yeaps.
thn 3 plus,
so go kovan bowling find the rest of the ppl thr.

played one round, or whatever you call that,
lols,
i'm a loser,
:\ the ball kept going into the hole,
:( i think i didnt score very well,
sadsad.
used to hv strike,
..

thn 5 plus,
went off,
went to buy dinner and the rest all go home,
thn i walked home, :D





a good day,
really.


but i had really bad moodswing. :\
i wanna change back to the last time me. ):
not telling why too,
bt i also dunknow why,
lols!

Forgot to mention tht i went to mac with phuahyun ytd to slack,
after choir. :D

Today was a good day,
yeap.

;D

had pe,
erm, i walked, as usual.
heheh.
:D
thn played captains ball, girls vs boys,
erm, you shld see how the boys played.
their hands gt magic power,
*gasps.
really, lols!

thn, chinese,
copy notes, again. :\

maths,
study, do wrk, again,
as usual.

thn,
english.
screw tht mrs chua.
crap,
I SO NVR TALK WITH GEN OKAYS?
it got me so pissed too,
it's just tht i chosed not to say anything,
:\
i wan mr anba,
serious, he's wayyyyy btr thn mrs chua,
he rocks!
he's btr as a english teacher thn a discipline teacher.
he treats us differently in class,
he's not strict, nothing.
i wan him back!
:\ why must he go fr course?

to mrs chua:
hey, we really nvr talk lorhs,
plus it wasnt really a test, was it?
many ppl was talking,
why aim us?
crap,
plus WE WERENT TALKING CANS?
:\ did you see our lips move?
cant we share a passage,
argh, i'm super pissed becus of you.
:\

thn f&n,
had test,
hmmmm, totally no confidence,
such a shock tht it was test today,
:\ i didnt even study even though teacher gave us time to study.
crap.


stressed like now.
:\






thn had investiture rehearsal,
gonna get badges on monday,
HOORAY!
:D
hahah,
;D

Gah-BOOMZ!

People who're reading this hv the same thinking,
same mind.
lols.
really.
hahah.

cute ppl.

bt it's not wad u're thinking,
really!
hahah,
:D

IT'SREALLYNOTWHATYOUGUYSARETHINKING. xD

bt i will laugh whnever u guys mention it,
serious,
go ask gen,
hahah,
ask her wht happen to me today.
lols!






:D
today was fine?
bt super tiring, :\

had chinese first,
teacher was making us copy everything she wrote.
and her handwriting is so not-understandable. :/
and thr's a test so hv to memorise the things, again.

thn it was physics,
hmmm, okok?
also, copied notes,
yeaps.
andand tmr release early,
woohoo~
thanks miss lim! (L)
hahah,
:D
oh, crap.
thr's still cec rehearsal,
:\ i been thru it fr exactly 3 years.
crap,
i'm tired of it.
bt i wan the psl badge! (:

yeap,
had chem,
took back test,
erm,
scored averagely.
:D
asked me if you wanna know,
not gonna say it here, :D
and it's upon 45 marks,
not 35 marks,
make me happy fr no reason. ):
i did pass though, :D

okays,
recess,
eat and bought correction tape refill.

thn SS,
hmmm,
i couldnt concentrate.
just felt like sleeping.
bt i didnt,
imma good girl!
hahah, :D
teacher went thru notes,
and pfft,
i dunno whts in chapter 1,
missed the lessons due to sec 1 camp,
gotta read up! :D

thn was E/A maths,
1hr40mins.
yeap,
did exercises,
and guess wht,
nxt week is the COMMON TEST!
*panicks.
we havent started 2.9 yet!
ohmeegee,
anyone wanna teach me log?
crap,
log's hard, hard, HARD!
:\
pls, pls,
any good soul will teach me?
ahahaha,
maybe i'll find ppl to teach me, :D
:D come my hse, pretty pleaseeee?
(:

and pls teacher,
i dun wanna stay on fri!
plsplspls,
:\
any kind souls,
pleaseeee can study with me,
i dont care if you're a boy or a girl,
frm hihs or not,
just teachhhh meee!

oh, after a maths test [23 Feb],
the following one is e maths [24 Feb]!
AHHHH!
thr's sec 1/2 topics,
gahh-boomz.
it's just NEXT week,
and i havent study anything yet.
):

oh, th it was LCE,
i'm inside the sec 3 camp video,
OH-MY-GOSH!!!!
and it was at the high elements thr,
:\
i was super scared okays?
.....
i'm embarrass.

oh, back to the maths thingy,

SOME KIND SOUL READING THIS,
WILL YOU BE MY TEACHER FOR MATHS?
come my hse,
and only if you're not scared of dogs. xD

:/
i cant understand why teachers give us homeworks whn it's CNY.

i mean,
hello? it's CNY!

pfft,
and thn after CNY,
here comes all the test and exams stacking up on us.
gosh,
we all need a break,
):

really,
whn it's march hols,
i'm gonna go out.
i wanna go out! ):


anyone wanna jio me?
muhahaha,
hmmm,
go anywhr also can, :D
hahah,
bt must see whr,
lols.

:D:D
oh, and after school's lunch,
lols, :D
eat with me okay? :D:D

:/
my facebook and blog tagboard seems really dead,
):


slept at 3am +, heheh,
my parents didnt know, (:
yeap,
was talking to clarence, and doing hw,
hahah,
:D
i'm a goody girl, arent i? :D

yeap,
was playing psp too,
:D
hmmm, thn whn he nvr reply,
i went to sleep a few mins ltr,
:D



yeap,
woke up today.
thn papa asked me to join him and mama go eat,
thn mama saw me dressed up to go out thn she went to ask korkor to go too,
yeap,
went plaza sing.
went kopitiam to lunch,
was super super full so only drank a bowl of wanton soup with noodles inside,
didnt finish,
:D gave the rest to papa.

yeaps,
went to starhub,
i queued up to get the queue number,
yeap,
got 7069,
and the number was 7033,
crap,
had to wait fr 1 and 1/2 hrs.
so went to walk.

went to daiso,
mama wanted to buy things,
yeaps,
so bought everything and left thr,
mama say go sit and wait.
so went to ice monster,
yeaps, to eat ice cream,
i was still super full thn,
so we bought one bowl fr 4 of us,
didnt eat much.

oh, i was msging clarence then, again.
hahah. :D
yeaps.

thn went to wait at the starhub thr,
waited for very long, and finally our turn,
went to get w995.
korkor dun wan me get same as him,
bt tht was the only colour left,
parents wanted me to get sliver colour too,
bt no stock. :/
so had to get black one.
yeap,
:D

thn used tht phone,
hmmm, went to walk and thn go wash dad's van,
thn, go kovan,
i was hungry so ate thr,
had toast box laksa,
heheh,
managed to push everything down my throat. :D

yeaps,
thn homed.
hahah.


yeaps,
had fun talking to clarence for the past few days, :D
tmrw gt cca so evening thn can talk, ):
hahah,
okays, bbye.

tag more! :D

oh, and thanks clarence for accompanying me to chat fr the whole day, ytd and today.
also, hahah,
he's the first person tht i've talked most to,
[saw frm his blog and decided to post] :]
okay, bbye,
<3 see'ya all, :]

Ytd was bored, :/
went to grandpa's hse in the morning,
as usual,
gt angbaos, :]

thn went to nainai's cemetry thr,
yeaps.

thn went to grandpa's hse, hmmm,
mother side,
:]
got lotsa angbaos,
cus mum's family is super BIG.
:]
after tht,
chatted with clarence too, :]
yaps,
he was SUPER bored,
well, i was too. :/

went home at 4+?
to bath,
yeaps,
neighbour's hse was SUPER packed,
yeaps, shoes were everywhr.
went in,
bath.
called mum and she said she's bringing ppl over,
yeaps, so me and my papa gt all the tidbits and placed it on the table.
:]
thn, they came.
mum was 'advertising' all our hse stuffs,
lols.
yeaps,
didnt talk much to cousins. ):
esp Carmen,
hahah,
shld hv took pics with her ytd, :/
she was pretty. :]

Yeap, thn left hse.
thn go grandpa's hse,
heard tht second aunt was thr,
so decided not go to seven aunt's hse.
yeap, went up,
thn second aunt's daughter came over to chat with me, :]
and she asked to go the other side to play with my nieces,
so i did.
hahah.

they were ultra super cute,
but i was still very super bored.
shld hv went to find clarence,
i really regretted it. :/

hahah,
thn papa and mama came,
so i went to hv steamboat dinner,
yeap,
thn papa went home early,
and korkor, me and cousin played poker cards,
without money, :]
yeap,
thn went home with mum, eight aunt, cousin and korkor.
oh, helped second aunt they all flag taxi too, :]

i was walking home alone,
cus aunt hv mum, and cousin was with korkor.
:/
yeap, thn homesweethome, :]
And,
clarence,
your pink shirt was nice,
hahah! :]


Today was nicer thn ytd, :]

well, this morning mum told me to get oranges to bai nian with neighbour cus i havent done so,
i went over tgt with mum,
she gave neighbour angbaos to give her grandsons,
hmmm, i gt frm neighbour, of course, :]

heheh,
thn clarence came,
thn he came to bai nian,
and his mum gave me and bro angbao too, :]
it's quite alot, well, to me.
Thanks auntie! :]

thn, clarence came in my hse and
i went to his ahma's hse and
went back my hse to chat,
yeaps,
and he played guitar,
he played two is btr thn one,
woohoo!~
and sang, it was nice luhs.
my fav song okays, :]

thn he had to go cus his friends were going his hse,
yeap.

and his brother [younger one] came to bai nian not long ago after he went home.
how cool is that?
yeaps.
hahah,
thn neighbour gave another two angbaos,
one frm matthias's father and one frm neighbour's youngest son,
:]
thanks alot yeah? :]

yeap, oh, i had tht nian gao too,
yumyum,
i like it, :]

hmmm, thn neighbour's daughter came over to fetch her out,
and gt another angbao,
hahah.
:]
mum gave thm in return too,
yeaps,
had another 5 angbaos today,
thanks alot, :]
heheh.

had steamboat three times for dinner, :]

chatting with my talking buddy now,
gottogo,
bbye! :]

Happy CNY all! :]
again.. :]


>shaista; hahah, :]

ohho,
back from camping alrdy!

heheh,
camp was damn fun, really!

i wasnt in a camp mood at first,
bt been through 3 days of camp with my class,
i'm hving lotsa fun! :]

hahah!

okay,
i've decided not to post up the things i did in camp cus it will bore you! xD

hahah,
:]


okays,
i'm at my grandpa's hse now.
:]
cool huh?
lols!
okays, back to celebrate CNY,
bbye,


ohoh
HAPPY CNY TO ALL OF YOU!






Life without integ is really bad; so i really LOVE integ 2010! :]

Tags replied. yifang: hahaha!!

>xD Jiahching: Nice one, shaista. Ilikeit!

>LOLS!! TANIA!: i so agree that 3int might be very united!^^. lets pray hard for camp to go well! whoots.

>hahah! Camp rocks! :] Shaista: wooooooooooo~ someone's in looove. heheh ^^

Shaista: but falling in love with you is beyond my control."

Shaista: "meeting you was fate becoming your friend was a choice,

>yeah, i'm in love with shaista! :] yifang: oh. HIHI!!! >HI! :]

PHYLLIS(:: RELINK NEEDED!(:

>okay, :]

3 INTEGRITY ROCKS!

oh, i so LOVE 3 integ 2010,
ahah,
and no forgetting,
1 Int 08 + 2 Int 09.
and my adorables,
1 faith 2010.

Got a VERY strong feeling tht we will be damn united,
love 3 int 2010!

okay, tis is so totally random.
:D





to CCL, nicholas:
stop calling me pork,
i really hate it cans?
just stop it.





camp's on mon,
bt no mood to go, :\
how?
plus thr's hw, :\
trying to do everything today and tmrw..

Nicholas: Pork = good meat

> just stop it. Charlene'Ah dong: Taggies:D

>hi! :D thks fr tagging! CarbonChloride.: Hey pork

>pfft, stop it.

nowadays are fine.
:D
finally, freaking stress days are over.
NO,
Wait.

i hv tests on wed, thurs and fri.
omgzxzx.
xD

Phy's on wed, chap 1.
F&N's on thurs, chap 2&3.
Chem's on fri, chap 1-3.

omgzxzx,
btr go study. xD

today no hw,
YIPEE!
xD

gtg! <3

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>ohh, so sorry! added you alrdy, btw, whts ur blog link arhs? :D yifang: do you wan to strikeout the 'make 1 faith HIGH in camp!'?? hahaha.

>opps, hahah, okays. :D BEHAPPY: BEHAPPY--

>Who're you? 0.o anws, i will, :D Guirui: Agree lah. ASS HER hole

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